MY FAVOURITE STAGE IS NOW

Days are passing through, there is only 21 days till I finally can sleep in my own bed, hug my favourite mug of coffee and miss this amazing place that I use to call home for a few months now.  I really love his stage of my life, after three months of battle with myself and others I found my peace and comfort zone. Everything calm down, I found the balance, my own rythm and I feel good as never.

I remember the day I was on the airport and I asked myself what the fuck I'm doing (?!) It's seems for me like ages ago I thought I put everything on one card and I decided to let it be and enjoy it. I couldn't imagine that I would change that much and my way of living, also I couldn't imagine that when I back home everything will also change. When you are so away from everything that you call life and is so important for you, time is not stoping everything is still going the same rythm but your perspective is changing your people are changing and when you back you are in different space and it use to scare me a lot.

I texted my mom few days back to ask her if she have time to talk she said "Sunshine I'm in Paris what happend?" I started to laugh it's my typical mama always on the go and then I just realize she is really in Paris, my daddy is probably finishing home, my friends are on another festival and I'm here in Spain away from everything what I use to know and love. 

But there are moments like this now, absolutely peaceful and amazing like a minute for me on my little balcony with mug of coffee, my blog and music just for me and this view on palm trees and most adorable city I saw in life when I'm just alone doing my own when I can be myself in my old sweatsuit, top knot on my head and sun on my face I just realize this is my life which I love, I think I dont want to back to my previous life, because my life is here this is my balcony, my view, my sun and my tiny flat where I wish to spend all my days under comfy blanket with someone special. Life is all about perfection lately. I realize how lucky I'm to be here and call it my messy life. I wish nothing more to press stop button and just stay here forever.

I know there will be more moments like this, new stages and new adventures but for now I wish to stay here in my own world which I create, I wish to stay the person I'm right now a little bit hippie, messy and absolutely happy in my new cool life. It's definitely my favourite stage of life.

REFLECTING AND COMING OUT

Hi,

I know it's been a while since I was here for real and talk to you guys. I had really emotional and hard time in my life, but now I'm ready to introduce to all of you my story and new chapter in my life.

What I have been through?

I moved to Spain, I think this was definitely emotional roller coaster I just struggled with a lot of things, feelings and people but I can say that, it was definitely highlight of my life and I know that was the best decision I ever made. I'm happy here, I feel like in home, I found love, I met the best people at the world I work and I have fun. Everyday is new adventure and party and that's how I want to live now.

I spend last two months on searching who am I, what I like, and what I want. I'm on the good way to find the answers for now I just enjoy everyday, I left all the boundaries and lines. It's much easier when I try to live by my own. It was weird at the beginning to realize that there is nobody to tell my what to do, listen or watch over me. I like it now, I grown up a bit I had to find the ways for me and sometimes be adult and take the responsibility for my own.

That was good for me especially after break up I just needed to take my mind away from this subject and focus on myself and my life and I made it, now I'm ok.

Now I look for another apartment, it will be my 6th time for me moving on the island and that's kinda rough but I'm not happy in place I live now I just don't feel like on right place, I need my own space, my privacy, my comfort zone.

So many things in only two months crushed my from inside and made my feel tired and overwhelmed all this time, I was out of my body for a longest while, I tried to work, write or create and nothing was like I wanted so that makes me feel even worst in my own skin but now fuck it because I'm back and I feel better then ever.

ON THE ROAD PLAYLIST

Since I remember I was traveler. My mama told me that when I was a little girl I was always climbing on the rocks or trees and pretend that I'm in high mountains, that I always keep saying that one day I will travel around the world. I'm still that little girl I think. I don't remember times when I wanted to stay in place, I never felt seetled to any place I lived in, I moved probably twenty times in my life and I still can't find my place. I started to belive there is no place like home for me because I saw only a part of the world.

For a two months now I live in Spain, that's the best decision I ever made in life. I met the best people I saw something different, I have fun I live my life. I already plan to move again and again. I plan to see, to enjoy and document all of the adventures even those little ones.

I believe that every day brings something different, everyday is a story and have a meaning. I learned to enjoy small things and think about them like about life changing moments. My favourite part of my life now is share the moments with people I love and having fun with them. I only have one day off per week so there is not much time to travel here but at least we try and I use to enjoy every second in our rented car, with our backpacks, music and jokes.

Few days back my friends from TURO ( Turo is currently available only in the US and Canada, so I encourage my North American readers to check their website They are a cheaper option compared to traditional rental car service, and Turo's car are just perfect for a road trip! ) gave my opportunity to share those thoughts and my own playlist of songs that I usually enjoy while travel so here is just a few of my favs, I hope you gonna enjoy it and have fun on your next trip!

1| Nora en Pure - Come with me ( Original mix )
2| Adele - Hello
3| The weeknd - The hills
4| Years & Years - Desire
5| Lorde - Tennis court ( Flume remix )
6| Rufus - Sundream
7| Matt Simons - Catch & Release
8| Ella Eyre - Why don't have to take our clothes off
9| Duke Dumont - Ocean drive
10| Beyonce - Hold up
11| Birdy - Wild horses

See you soon! xo

HOLA FROM THE OTHER SIDE

It's nearly a two months since I'm gone. But now I'm back again.

It took a time to get to this point I'm right now, but I'm ready for new chapter. Since 9th of July I live on Menorca island in Spain, between working I live my dream and I enjoy summer of my life. Life couldn't be more perfect now.

By past months everything changed it was so quick that just now I started to realize how many things are different and strange. I had to use to changes. I like them now.

Be ready for this adventure and for a lot of photos and videos which coming soon!

Ps. Don't be worry this photo is not taken in Spain I'm not cold here haha

Kisses!

GIFT GUIDE | SPOIL YOUR MAMA EVERYDAY

Gift guides are usually so useful and makes me feel all ok but they are most productive if I can even say that only posted few days before the day you actually want to gave them so I know that I'm really super late with this post because mam's day was two days ago but what is wrong in spoiling your mama everyday. Mamas have birthday, bad days and there is billion other options like just being nice to gave your mama a cute gift so hope this post will be helpful in the future and sorry to be so disorganised to always forget to post anything on time well this is me...

1| Stylish bag for work or casual meeting Zara basic Clutch $21.49 ( CLICK )

2| Perfumes are aways a good way BYREDO INFLORESCENCE EAU DE PARFUM $120 ( CLICK )

3| Calendar or Journal to always keep good memories in one place KIKKI.K $29.15 ( CLICK )

4| Every woman love flowers ABIGAIL AHERN $102 ( CLICK )

5| Little gold jewels will stole her heart Delicate leaf $11.50 ( CLICK )

6| Mama doughter date especially ice creams date 

7| Nice postcard or photo of you both Christine Flynn, Malibu beach $189 ( CLICK )

8| My mama's favourite NYX $8 ( CLICK )

9| Matching Fuzz balls $7.50 ( CLICK )

10| Cute mug $22 ( CLICK )

TINY BUT OWN | SPACE INSPIRATIONS

Moving day is closer nad closer sad thing is that I will not be here when this day finally comes so I had to decided about all the details, packing and all that stuff sooner then later so here I go taking all my energy and strenght to somehow keep up with all of this. 

When my parents told  me a really few long months ago that we are gonna move to our home I was shock and first thing I thought was 'wow' second 'how my room gonna look like' by months I thinking and visualising how my space will look like and in what style I want to design it so I create just a few boards with all things I would love in my future space. So here is just a few of my favourite photos of things I want to include in my room and details that will make me so happy and relax in this space.

The best thing you can do at the beginning of the journey which decorating is decide what type of effect would be perfect for you I mean that you have to decide what makes you feel good in space, what you like, what kind of style and mood just suits you. I decided that I would feel like heaven in really clean but warm space where is a lot of white and wood. I tried to find some inspirations which shows a little bit of modern and retro style in same space hope it will be helpful for you if that's your style as well if it's not just keep looking internet is full of amazing inspirations for everybody, create boards of inspirations which will help you define what you like most in space.

Check out what I got and  tell me what you think in comments below!

I put this photo here because of my biggest dream which is king size bed in my bedroom, I have this size of bed now and I thought that I would have the same in my other room but I decided that it would be better to have just really cute couch at least I have this photo, second adorable thing is this flower which would be perfect in real life especially in my space.

This space is not exactly in my style but I adore this effect of warmth in this space. Maybe someday I will grow to this style hope so.

I fall in love in those shelves I probably will not find this type of desk but I hope to made something like this and put it in my closet for all my makeup accessories and all things that are not much needed in my living space. I also think about this fake skull hanging at the wall I like the style but I know that if I woke up in the middle of the night and I will see this I probably would die in a minute so I have to think about this twice.

In here I love everything! I chose this photo because of this commode in retro style, because of white walls, climate and this strange feeling like I'm in grandma's living room.

This hanging chair is something I'm most excited to have in my room. I dream to read magazines or book while sitting in and watching landscape from my window. I imagine where I will put it and I would be really dissapointed if I not get that.

Also I think that I will choose some delicate details in the light blue just look how refreshing it looks.

As you know if you read other captions you know that I will have couch in the middle of my room, I was thinking what kind of color and shape I want to have and the perfect one is this dark grey, really simple and natural texture couch from above if you find this just let me know.

The simplest, prettiest and absolutely perfect type of closet just hangers and clothes I'm fan it's easy and cheap and looks so good.

I also decided to to have only simple details so all my lighting will look like this on the photo bulb is making the whole job and make this room looks so different, simple, natural and it's so easy to make.

Now you know what I'm looking in perfect space and I will make this come true soon and I will show you all before and after photos. Hope this post was helpful for you as well let me know do you like it and see you in the next one!

GET TO KNOW ME

1| My name is Kinga and I'm 19

2| I live in south Poland

3| I'm on third year in high school at operation of ports and terminals 

4| I'm working on being designer in the future

5| I am 5 feet and 4.56 inches tall

6| In my life I was moving probably more than 10 times but less then 20

7| I love exploring another cultures and places 

8| I'm working on travel the world for now I have been in Africa, Greece, Spain, Italy, Bulgaria, Germany, Croatia, Canary Islands and several places abroad but near Poland

9| My dream is New york city, bora bora and Australia

10| I have one tattoo made almost year ago on my ribs ( lavender by the way )

11| Wish to have lots of tattoos and a few more pircings

12| I'm messy and disorganised person

13| I LOVE FOOD AND WINE I also love jellies, chocolate and fries

14| I watched almost 1000 movies ( or I just remember that much ) and less then 100 shows

15| I'm obsessed about tv I guess I should let it go for while

16| If I love something I can watch it over and over again

17| Once in a month I choose one song that I listen over and over again till it's dead

18| I'm obsessed with artists and people with passion

19| I hate being surrounded by negativity and hate

20| I love reading but I don't have much time for it

21| Yes I still live with my parents

22| Yes we are moving to our own big home

23| Yes I designed my own space

24| Usually you can find me in my pajamas

25| I cried at most of movies I saw in my life

26| My favourite season is Summer

27| I just hate freezing my butt

28| From months I'm trying to watch breaking bad

29| My favourite tv serises would be 'The carrie diaries' 'Pretty little liars' and 'Two and a half man'

30| I like watch such a dumb things

31| I love dialogues in BIG BANG THEORY and Sheldon obviously

32| I'm obsessed with shoes and bags but mostly shoes

33| My lipstick collection is still growing I mostly collect nude colors but I don't use them often because I forget that I have them

34| I wish to speak multiple languages

35| I wish to have long hair

36| I love sparkles

37| my favourite color is gold

38| I have a lot of mother's and grandma's clothes in my closed

39| Love retro style especially old fancy cars

40| I hate making selfies

41| I love watching Lucas while he sleeps ( freaking scary )

42| I'm working on being more fit and healthy

43| I freaking love avocado

44| I'm obsessed about tea with milk

45| I have the biggest collection of magazines in my room

46| I have a tone of books that are unread and waiting for me

47| I love plants by the way and I wish to have a botanical garden in my room

48| I'm obsessed with sephora I could literally live there

49| I'm thinking about cut my hair once again but I like those long braids

50| Every single day I'm creating, writing and recording I can't live without it

(UN) PERFECT SUNDAY

There is no fun in perfection.
sundays are my favourite. this is special time in a whole week when we woke up late noon we eat breakfast in bed while watching comedies in our pajamas. By last month and a half we spend every weekend together and most of them seems to look same full of work in garden, laugh with friends and family, planning another week and just normal life. Not everyday was perfect there was some fights and madness and lot of mess but that's what I called unperfect perfection which I adore so much.

For most of us those weekends where we are doing normal stuff like cleaning or watching tv is something so usual that is almost forgettable and absolutely underestimated but those small moments which we share together are something what I love and I want to remember most.

I will be in home less then a month now and I know that I will miss most those simple and small moments form everyday life like suprising kisses, smiles, my garden and talk with my loves, unexpected friends visits, even cleaning my tiny apartment or watching friends in tv. That's why I start to collect my favourite moments and enjoy those unexpected ones more then ever I decided to recording more, writing more and enjoy more to have my little piece of home while I will be abroad so I decided to create those little regular posts of things I love most because I want to have them in one place every time I will need to back to those moments.

Dear Sunday,

Today is May 15th, and I'm happier then ever because laying here in my bed enjoy peaceful moment with sleeping Lucas his little smiles by sleep everytime I kiss his forehead while writing this melt my heart.

We adore you sunday because you are always good excuse to sleep well, eat well and watch cartoons together all day in our pajamas sometimes talking about our little escape which our garden is.

I put some photos in here because while I will miss my home that's what I want to see and I want to smile like I'm smiling now and I want to remember every moment of this perfect lazy day as you are.

Your biggest fan,
Kinga

IT'S OK

This sunday was something beyond and no matter what you will think about it I just want to say that it's ok to sit in the bathtop and cry, it's ok to sing at loud melancholic songs about love while drinking wine from tea cup and it's ok to feel ok with it if that makes you relief and happy because that's how I feel now and it's all OK.

By last few months I was feel like I'm out of my body and I'm watching everything what is going in my life like a passive observer. I'm not proud of some things I have done I'm not proud of what I was doing and feeling sometimes and I'm not proud that I was getting mad that was crushing me inside step by step. 

I was believed that I'm who I'm and I was just living day by day believing that I have enaugh power and self confidence to keep up with everybody.
Now I belive that real power is to forgive self that sometimes just can't... just can't and you have doubts, you don't know what to do, you stay in point and you feel so unproductive unhealthy and uninspired it's ok because the best way is to just gave self time and peaceful moment. I realize that sometimes I just need to breath I don't have to fight with walls I just can sit in the bathtop and cry and laugh on those thoughts which are crossing my mind and can't create even a little sentence. 

I think the power is to have enaugh confidence to speak at loud that I'm not feeling well and I don't have time, energy and I'm just not in the mood it's ok to say that sometimes you are not brave you are not machine you are not thinking by billion things at once sometimes you are just a girl in the bathtop singing 'All by myself' like a Bridget and laughing on how fun you sometimes can be.

Sundays are great just because thoughts like this sometimes are crossing and creating sort of post like that and can be readed by you. I like sundays because they are mine and are just OK. This is my perfect moment and what's yours? don't forget to tell me in the comments or somewhere.

Ps. Does you have that feeling like my blog is written by always drinking wine old lady? Well that's ok too. But kids do not take too much wine ... at once ( Parental advisory )

See you in the next one.

THANK GOD FOR WINE

If you are a girl you absolutely understand this need and bless which wine is especially after hard day/week/month etc. Maybe because of wine I'm writing this post so... because I wasn't really active around here lately I decided to gave you another update of my life and some advices or whatever you want to call it if you are intrested ( give me one favour and have fun and laugh with me about this post )

Wine is not good enough to save me from frustration on my internet issues

I'm writing another posts which should be up as soon as possible so stay tuned

Remember do never forget to stretch after workout especially if you don't want to feel like old lady by next few days

Remember to always check twice what you are clicking on your computer because your all day long work will dissapear in a few seconds

I just got an email about my summer job and everything look well so if you planning to spend your time in Spain let me know :)

My kind of mood hope yours too CLICK

Thank good for translator and spelling check you know WINE is sometimes just too good

Ok I will go for another glass and I will enjoy this evening as possible hope you as well see you in the next one!

ANNIVERSARY

Sometimes I woke up alone and I'm scared that all of those two years of laughing, travelling, exploring and cuddling just never happened and were a dream, and maybe it is a dream but absolutely real and I'm grateful for every second of this adventure.

We have been through so many things together but I can't wait what another year have for us.

How I could be so lucky to call you my best friend and share everything with you? I love you so for making every day something different and making my life better and better and better

Love you.

Ps. we are continuing our anniversary photo booth tradition check out previous one by -> CLICK

DEAR FUTURE SELF

There is cloudy and freezing day in the city today. I sat in my bed an hour ago when I back from school and till now I was sitting and just breathing and listening to absolute quiet in home. I never was a type that like sitting in dark and quiet space that was my fear even when I fall a sleep I have to to turn on my tv because I just hate that feeling of loneliness in my space but at least that was much need now I think.

After such a hard day when nothing turns right and seems like every plan I had just fall I was needed to breathe it was hard because of my runny nose, paper work that is growing in front of me because of this mountain of dishes that waits to finally be cleaned up and this chaos in my room that is growing and almost covering me.

I turned off my phone covered the windows and I started to scrolling my old photos and videos and it seems like I was laughing for the first time in a few days and that makes me cry. Maybe it's just a woman thing or my thing to acting like that so maybe that's ok.

Back to the point that was a moment when I started talking to myself on those photos and videos and I realize that I'm this person on this screen I'm happy and lucky to have have this messy, unorganized and absolutely chaotic un perfect but beautiful life and I created a little note to myself in future to always remember that.


Dear future self,

Stop being sad and mad on life, you can do whatever you want and nothing can stop you. Every Time when you feel overwhelmed remember that you have an awesome family to laugh with, an amazing boyfriend who loves you and tells you that everyday, you have friends and passion that's everything you need. That's the perfect life and it's yours take it and go. Do never forget about this.

Love,
your happy self

A NEW BIG CHALLANGE | INTERIOR DESIGN

2016 is time for new challenges and changes. I officially said I'm moving and the date is closer and closer.  Since last year I'm planning and visualising how my place should look like especially that I will share my space with Lucas more then ever so it's another deal that is just a bit overwhelming for me now.

Anyway fresh start is something I love most, at the beginning I have so much energy and ideas I just can't wait to fall a sleep in such a beautiful space like in those above. I will not miss my current apartment and I'm so excited to get the challenge and create my small place to make this my own and Lucas as well.

New home is also a big excuse for me to put on the blog a billion posts and ideas about interiors, details and my style. There will be lots of informations so stay tuned!

If you have any ideas or recommendations about decorating a room space feel free to comment below can't wait for your advices!

TEN THINGS | MARCH

I'm kinda late with this post but I think there is never too late to share some good favourites so let's get it started!

1| If you look for some inspiration and some goodies just ( click )

2| I'm no 1 fan of hands on hands if you know what I mean ( click )

3| Soon I will post an update of my new project called home, I will decorate this small space of mine it is best adventure yet and I can't wait to show you all results for now I can show you this beautiful item I fall in love in that color and design I need it so if you know where I can buy it just let me know ( click )

4| Speaking about interiors how much do I want to live in this space? ( click )

5| Ok just ( click ) in this and do not judge

6| I feel like a broken tape but I really like to watch it hope you as well because here is another video of carpool karaoke this time with J.lo is it strange that she always seem to me be like cold lady and I have such a negative feelings about her but now while I watch this video I realized that she is funny, smart and she can sing beautifully well i guess it's karaoke magic ( click )

7| I'm obsessed about retro style lately and this photoshoot or how to call it is just perfectly beautiful wish to be on them someday and have such a beautiful style also check out this amazing blogger I follow her for such a while and I'm so impressed how individual she is and how good taste she have ( click )

8| Spring is here so I think about some changes especially in my look and I dream about this type of hairstyle and color what you think?  ( click )

9| Wish to be in DC just for a second only to see those in real absolutely breathtaking ( click )

10| Wish to know french, I'm obsessed with this song lately ( click )

FUERTEVENTURA GUIDE + LITTLE VIDEO | TRAVEL

Hello friends!
It's been a while since I post something like this in here, week ago I was able to take a part in big adventure I got to spend a week on Fuerteventura with some of really cool people from a whole Poland.

It was such a good experience to get to know so many different personalities and see Spain from other side. I truly fall in love in this island, the whole nature and climate was just beyond for me. I honestly can say that was the prettiest place I ever seen in my life, and I already plan to go back there this time with Lucas by my side who I think is even more excited then I'm.

For now I can show you only a few postcards I made and a little video because I wasn't able to capture everything in there, I do not have time to see the whole island but at least we go for a really quick trip, the whole 21 team and that was awesome hope you are going to love this as much as I'm and see you next time Spain!

FINANCIAL SPRING CLEANING IDEAS

Ok, Do you ever think about winning the lottery? duh! It will be so much fun having money for everything what you want. Lately I was thinking what I would do with a few millions. I would definitely go on vacation and I would buy a tickets for my family and friends for sure also I would spoil myself, my mama and grandma in real spa once in a while I would go with my godson to Disneyland, I would buy a car and apartment, share money with the family, I would do something for charity and invest rest of it in something future-proof.

Sounds fun but do not be worry nobody has won the lottery around here so I'm still poor student living with parents in small apartment. At least I'm happy, healthy and I have everything what I need most and the biggest pleasure in my life is making those faces from above every time when someone asks me 'Do I have money for something?' or 'Do I some save money already?' or 'Do I think about job?' ( creepy I know )

We all keep telling that money is not important and well it is not quite right, we work to have money for living like we want to but we waste time for work so we don't live like we want to. life is cruel sometimes. How pessimistic it sounds? here is place for hashtag adult people problems I think that mine problems are probably pretty same to yours, I don't have full time job, I'm student, and i still don't know what to do with my future it's time to shake it off and start care about some things and start be more responsible for finances especially when your wallet is almost empty.

Shall we start? Here is just a few tips I create for myself to be more responsible for my wallet, how I will be saving money this year, also how I will clean up my finances after winter hibernation and make 2016 the best financial year yet!

1| Last summer I got my first job and first ever card I felt cool and so free while I had my own money then summer ends, money as well now my financial status is not so cool and I deicded to get things done. I repaid overdraft on the card and talked about the new conditions. Now I have a clean sheet and begin to take care of my finances.

2| On the first day of spring, I returned from a business trip and I had a lot of time to think about my finances. Do you know  that sometime credit cards could help to earn money. For instance some credit cards make their customers earning a 5% cash back on every purchase they make at a gas station. Consequently, if you drive a lot to commute that credit card make you earn great money each months, and everyone love some additional income. Credit cards have endless opportunities like that and the secret is to identify the one that works best for you. The educational website Credit Card insider offers tips about rewards and credit cards in general. So why not take advantage? I introduced a few changes, and I think I already see the effects.

3| I started regularly reviewing and taking care of my finances ( once in a month ). I had a big problem with that, few months ago I got my first debt in bank it wasn't much but I don't know why I was scare to face it so it put off for later and after while my debt was bigger and bigger now I take care of it and I'm not scared of my finances any more.

4| I started saving even if it was just $10 a paycheck at first. It's the easiest way to always have money for unexpected expenses.

5| I learned how to automate my finances so I didn't have to think about them as much it's just the best feeling to always know that you have money for everything even for unexpected. taking care for finances gives you so much control on your life and gave you peace. So find your way to take care for your finances and stop to worry.

Hope this post was helpful and you will take care for your finances even today.
It's everything for now hope to see you in the next one!

TEN THINGS | FEBRUARY

On this beautiful day, first one of march I would like to share my list of faves from february you probably know what's going on in this post so shall we just start countdown?!

1| Preparing to watch Zoolander soon ( click ) also check out this chic I adore her and her style ( eclectic ) ( click )

2| Be your own valentine and do something to love yourself little more everyday ( click ) my own story ( click )

3| Lately I'm just freak about those type of videos this one is special and open my eyes to my problem and let me believe that I'm successful person ( click )

4| Everything what you have to know about event for the whole world hold breath ( click )

5| Even if you are not from Poland you have to listen to this hashtag obsessed ( click )

6| Don't care about the article still obsessed about her style here ( click )

7| Working on a new line on the blog and feeling inspired because of those photos and maybe a little hungry too ( click ) 

8| Love This girl, love this oldie and the whole video as much as the whole show ( click )

9| Congrats to this lady and thanks so much for this beat which stuck in my mind so badly ( click)

10| The funniest video of the whole time especially because is all about my male friends haha that's how the boys rock in the club ( click )

Till the next time y'all. xo

CHOOSING TO LOVE MYSELF

How selfish it sounds? haha

At the beginning of the month I was scrolling instagram wall as always and I discovered profile that inspired me to create this post. I took the challenge and over the past 25 days loved myself like never before.

The whole idea of creating challenge like that is well known by all of us because who never tried to love ownself a bit more? at least I decided to share my experiences with this challenge over here and I wish it will inspire you to do your own and love yourself a bit more everyday.

This is my way to show my love to myself also my way to do this challenge if you need more informations or stories of others just CLICK and feel inspired. Every month is worth to love yourself little more!

Tell us something about yourself!  ( This is main theme of the whole challenge )

I'm Kinga also known as Lovemosey the main creator of the blog and vlog channel on the same title. I'm daughter to the coolest people on the planet, soul sister to the best human this world has, friend to the funniest people, girlfriend to my soulmate, artist for own good and future generations. I believe in power of positive thoughts, wildlife and dreams.

Was there a time when you struggled with loving yourself?

My struggle with accepting myself began after primary school. Changing school and the pressure to fit into the environment much changed me.

My new friends unconsciously exerted pressure on me to be someone I personally didn't like. I felt worse when I compared to friends I always seemed to looked modest, younger and boys didn't pay attention on me and worse my jokes weren't funny. By next three years I hated myself and I had the impression that every girl is better than me, I kept saying to myself that I'm still this sad little girl who doesn't fit into any team.

That's why I didn'tt eat, I changed style every week, and I tried to be the best version of the person who fit into all these cool people from my school.

What motivated you to change/how did you begin the journey to loving yourself?

For a long time I couldn't look into the eyes of others. When I first fell in love I couldn't tell the person what I feel because I felt stupid with my own feelings. I was so insecure and still hated what I see in the mirror.

Everything changed when I started to surf the internet and found my passion in sharing on the blog what I love the most. I started going to the gym three times a week, eat better and see that in a way I'm beautiful and different and there are people who appreciate it and most importantly, each day I saw something worth to enjoy and share with the world.

Very helpful was the self-expression professionally, become somebody I like and I would like to be friends with, I changed my team and devoted myself to work on my life and passion which today is the most important for me and makes me more joyful and makes me feel confident with each others.

Making movies and writing gave me the feeling that I'm good in something and I wanted to show that my work speak for me, from those little changes made me feel more confident with myself and I fall in love in what I see .

Are there things you do everyday to promote a positive body image of love yourself more?

I feel much better and love myself more after good exercising so I try workout few times in a week also I feel really positive while I create, work and do something for myself and others. Also I feel really good while I share positive energy, laugh and smile ( Ps people with positive energy around me are really helpful too, good company teach me to love my personality even more )

What has been the most powerful thing you've done to change your perspective to love yourself more?

I started to listen people while they try to help me, I learned how to keep complements and I always look critical on my work and feel really proud while I made something good in my opinion.

But the most powerful thing for me was understanding that no matter how much I would try to be someone who I saw in the internet or in the magazines I will always be myself and that's ok because I'm different and that's my biggest value and power.

There is much more questions that everyone should ask oneself on the small seed site and much more inspirational stories of others check them out and feel inspired to change yourself for good.

Wish you all a good day/evening/night and hope I will talk to you very soon!

xo

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VALENTINE'S DAY AND BIRTHDAY UPDATE + LITTLE VIDEO

This weekend was really really intense in way that I wouldn't expect that. On friday my old time friend from my hometown came to visit with his girlfriend and spend the whole weekend in the city also they celebrate my nineteen birthday with all my greatest friends. It was a dream to have my all cool guys in same room for a while and because I wasn't able to do that in one evening my birthday party lasts for next two days haha

We all have ups and downs after less then three hours of sleep, celebrating and exploring the city but at least I enjoy my time with all those crazy insane people and for having my valentine for a while just for myself. This weekend was just out of this world and made this next chapter even more special and I just can't wait for another year of laughs, travel and fun.

I share love with all of those friends of mine, world and my boy day by day everyday for rest of my life just because life is just beyond because of those spirits. 

My Valentine's day last by whole year. 

Hope yours as well.

I love love. 

WEDNESDAY UPDATE

Those days were a bit intensive and for the first time in months I was such busy and I have so much life that I was bit overwhelmed about it but I kinda like it as you probably know. Anyway by those days I was quite focused on my friends and my rockin self side and I felt so cool and young and those few awesome days and those less awesome hangovers where worth to go out from my comfort zone.

I was working as well I still try really hard to get my apprenticeship if there exist word like this (?!) anyway I'm also trying to get job in summer but more about this when my plans will rock more in life then on the papers now I'm all about preparing for upcoming party!

Next friday I will set a party actually my birthday party for the first time ever with the whole team which means for all my close friends in same time! I'm crazy about plans and meetings I just can't wait. For now I'm working for another videos which will be able to watch on Saturday or Sunday at 6 p.m I don't clearly know.

Because of success of STORY video ( Thank you all my friends for such a good support and love those hundred views means a world too me now I know it's not so much but it is a first little step and note for me too keep doing my job that way and having fun form that ) I'm quite obsessed about creating and I have million plans and adventures to create so stay tuned. 

I feel like I totally forgot about being blogger those days and I just keep focusing on making videos but I will care for my blog too so in the mean while before I show you my birthday video and a little surprise check out my blog for some cool stuff like billion pictures and selfies and other stuff form life lately!.

For now it will be everything but I will talk to you very soon! Bye!

PS. If you miss my newer video or you can't find it just CLICK and enjoy!

PPS. This photo above was taken by me year ago and I love this so so much and I just can't wait for spring already!

STORY | LITTLE VIDEO

So I'm back with another video that makes me feel so proud of my work and life. Every time when I felt bad and I was need support I was need to remember those absolutely amazing moments that I carry on my camera roll now they all are pack together in my new favourite video.

The whole story that stands in a back of this video is caption on instagram that says that "Everyone in this room has a story" it's such an obvious caption and such amazing reminds that it's true we all have a story and a huge baggage on shoulders the best thing we can do is share those little moments that can become life changing stories. We all need to find joy and share joy. This is main theme of this video for me and hope for all of you.

I have winter break so be sure to see more videos soon. For now let my story live here and enjoy. Also take a moment to note my voice in the video for the first time it sounds crazy. Hope you are going to love this video as much as I do and don't forget to share your own #story.

EASY GOING OFFICE LOOK

I'm at the stage when money is much needed and job as well obviously. So by last few weeks I saw billion job offers and billion applications I read tones of books about many industries, about many work problems and I read every guide I found so yeah I'm a bit prepared but at least I got rounded zero back messages from my future bosses but I'm good about it at least I look cool in those "serious" clothes ;)

SO I PUT MY LIPSTICK ON FOR MY FIRST PROM

Those photos prove that we made it! For the first time in months I put this fancy pink lipstick I grab my handsome man and went for a party. Lucas this year will be graduate so a hundred days before we celebrate this fact and forgot about all exams he will pass by next few months we just had fun and dance all night. We both felt extra special in those adult clothes and this whole atmosphere. I just love this guy and I can't wait for our another prom together next year this time my own prom!

and those guys too! What a night.